[Verse 1]
Late nights in my studio, ink stains on my hands
Found you going through my pages, things you'll never understand
Steel-cold satisfaction watching you try to explain
While I'm mixing drinks with demons, drowning out the pain
[Pre-Chorus]
Chemical romance in abandoned halls
Rust on my fingers when darkness calls
Been keeping secrets that you can't decode
Now I'm feeling high, but I'm getting cold
[Chorus]
Rust nights, watching sparks fly
Don't need your permission to get f*cked up tonight
Trust dies, in your eyes
While I'm breaking down in my paradise
[Verse 2]
Memories dissolving in solutions I create
Workshop fumes and whiskey blur the lines I navigate
Caught between pleasure and the numbness that I chase
Every page you violated pushes me to this place
[Pre-Chorus]
Metal dust and neon, dancing through my veins
Your betrayal's got me feeling something like cocaine
Lost in my own world where boundaries fade
This is how an ISTP gets his escape
[Chorus]
Rust nights, watching sparks fly
Don't need your permission to get f*cked up tonight
Trust dies, in your eyes
While I'm breaking down in my paradise
[Outro]
Let me dissolve in this industrial haze
Cold steel paradise is where I'll stay
F*ck your sympathy, I choose to fade
In these rust nights, I'm getting paid