I don't wanna sound crazy but the more I live the more I think enjoyment is the point of it
Or something like that
And I don't wanna sound pretentious or obvious but if God exists then
What's the plan
Shrug my shoulders
Shake my head
I stretch my hands out to my friends
I either got the cold shoulder
Or forgot to hit send
Or they were never my friend
Or we're all just
F*ckin' around
F*ckin' around
Trying not to freak out
Freak out
Oh I'm just f*cking around
I wake up every day and drag my demons out of bed
They're on my breath
I think about your feelings 'till I hurt my own instead
It keeps me
Running around
Running around
I don't wanna sound lazy or incompetent
But for all I give this is just not f*cking it
Running around
Running around
It keeps me
It keeps me
Oh it keeps me
Shrugging shoulders
Shaking heads
Ignoring texts
And just f*ckin' around
F*ckin' around
Trying not to freak out
Freak out
Trying not to f*cking freak out
Oh I'm just f*cking around
Trying not to freak out
Trying not to freak out
Trying not to freak out
Freak out
Oh I'm just f*cking around