Bright as gold, sick as green
I defy my best intentions
Somewhere near in between
Is my latest motivation
Nervously I try to reason
Why I've fallen in this rut
Lack of balance, drive, obsession
Passion, purpose - was abrupt
Dry and arid, closed and empty
Output came to screeching halt
Selling out to job and function
I'm to blame, it was my fault
Bright as gold, sick as green
I defy my best intentions
Somewhere near in between
Is my latest motivation