Sleep Alone - Drown Lyrics

I felt you slip between my fingers just like sand
Where the f*ck you've been when I needed your hand?
I was sad and depressed
Alone and obsessed
With that feeling that no one should have
You gave up on me before
But I still fighted
For what was left of you and I
Spent so much time to get you out
All you did was tear me down
And now you watch me drown
I've really tried so hard to work it out
But you didn't care
Now we are chasing feelings not even sure
If they were ever real
Did I messed it up because I wasn't the person
That you want me to be?
Or did I simply started living like I wanna be?
Now we are chasing feelings
Where they ever real?
Now we are chasing feelings
Tell me where they ever real?