This ain't about your actions; this is about your absence
I carry the weight of you with every step I take
I'm followed by your ghost with every move I make
So I won't move until I see a sign
(I cannot see anything at all)
No I won't move till I hear you speak
(I wouldn't move even if I could, and I don't hear you anymore)
All I have to show for mountains met is this new fear of heights I can't get past
I can't shake this; I can't shake myself
And I'm so afraid of starting over, of myself
I just know how to cower; I just know how to run away
I'm a twice told story that will not change
This ain't about the actions of one
This is about the absence of you