Sleeper Bill - I Tried Lyrics

As a kid I followed you
I was dreaming about you
For the time we've never lived before

All the time, all the days
I spent with a phone in my hand
It was just to be close to you

You were for me an idol
I did everything in order
To be the same guy as you

Everybody advised me
Don't be a fool, stay away
At least don't expect anything from him

But I fell in the trap
I listened to my mind
And I didn't realise that I was digging the gap

I did everything like you
Every thought was to going through
The same life you lived since you were born

Soon I saw your weaknesses
Indifference and selfishness
It is the real side of your soul

I spent years awaiting
You'd realise all your sins
Even if I knew that will be tough

I made efforts everyday
I tried to raise you on my way
I was sure, certain you could change

But the tears of a mother
A brother or a sister
That not worth to worry about you

According to your claims
It's not your fault, we can't blame
But stop, I can't feel sorry anymore

You never learn of your errors
You do the same stupid things
Every f*cking day of your life

I tried to be there
I tried to convince
But now, I can't do this anymore

I'm sad of thinking about you
You know you'll finish alone
Cause you hurt everywhere you go

I tried to forget
I tried to love you
I tried, I tried, I tried