Novocaine Video (MV)

Let me explain,
Please let me explain, let me explain
I know it hurts to see me this way,
Yeah, Yeah
Day after day, decisions I've made
I'm the one to blame,
Yeah, Yeah
No comfort in coming or going the outcome the same,
The lies and the truth are infused and lit up in flames

My liver was full of that liquor that made me deranged,
The charges won't fade,
The demon is slayed,
I pray as I lay in my bunk and I cry every day yeah,
I'm rotting away in shackles and chains
Yeah, yeah

Patience is precious, I'm counting my blessings
I'm feeling depressed and my life ain't no game,
Na, na, na

Man, f*ck the charades!
The curtain is fallin',
I promise I'm all in,
No nonsense or stallin' these walls aren't appealin' they fill me with pain, yeah, yeah

Day after day
Where's my novocaine?
Where's my novocaine?
Yeah
Day after day, fills me with pain
Yeah Day after day it fills me with pain,
Where's my novocaine?

Please let me explain,
I grew up in poverty, not my best quality
Hustlin' and bussin' that made me this way

It was minimum wage,
No sense a day
Surviving was pain, Yeah, yeah, yeah
Healing takes time and it's time for some healing to come into play
I'm tired of sinnin' oh please show me the way

My youth is decayed, my mind ain't the same
I need a beginning, hope time doesn't fade

Chances I pray
I'm rotting away in shackles and chains
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Patience is precious, I'm counting my blessings
I'm feeling depressed and my life ain't no game, na, na, na
Man, f*ck the charades!
As the curtain is falling, I promise I'm all in No nonsense or stallin',

These walls on appealin' they fill me with pain,
Yeah, yeah
Day after day
Where's my novocaine?
Where's my novocaine?
Yeah, Day after day, it fills me with pain yeah,

Day after day, fills me with pain
Where's my novocaine?

Day after day it fills me with pain, yeah, day after day it fills me with pain, yeah, yeah.