2am In NJ Video (MV)

It's just so f*cking sad, bruh
I don't think I'm sad I'm leaving it
I mean, no, I am, though
I don't want to leave this shit
I want to leave, but I don't, bro
I don't know what it is
I literally don't know what the f*ck it is, my nigga
Like I want to leave
You know, I want to experience new shit
But I don't want to leave type shit
So it's like, what the f*ck
Oh, my God, bruh
This shit is so f*cking depressing, bruh
Like, this shit used to have my shit in it
I don't even know how the f*ck to feel right now, bro
Like I said, like, I'm happy that I'm leaving
But that I'm not at the same damn time
Because I'm leaving on something better, as with no doubt
But it's like, damn, like, these are my f*cking roots, bruh
This is where I came from
What the f*ck
I already told you the damn story about it
I think that's what it is, to be honest
I got a f*cking story behind this place, bruh
This shit is crazy
Life can be a bitch, treat it like a bad guy
Prepared for the worst so I keep a bow tie
Dealing with the highs and lows, like it's a damn ride
But I'm still standing strong with my head high
Ill rather go eye for eye before I cry
They say time fly, shoot its wings out the sky
And that's how I get my time to pass by
Pick its wings up, put it on me, call me fly
You niggas common like the blue sky
I'm the most hated just like the bad guy
Diamonds on my neck got you looking cross-eyed
Prepared for the worst so I keep a black tie
And I put the haters out just like a fire
Clean my money up then put it in the dryer
Hang up on the hoe just like a flyer
But I'm trapped in Jersey, I need to get outta here
And you know life's a game that we all have to play
No campaign, we have to find our own damn way
Take it day by day then we might beat the game today
Then when we're done we hit them niggas with the hooray
I feel like Shaq's shoes 'cause I got mad soul
So I can use that bitch to kick the goal
And I need a big club with a tall pole
'Cause I'm seven feet, how can I get the ball in the hole
Bitches don't want you, they just want your fame
But you don't get the picture so why do you have a frame
I'm the highest in the room, I feel just like LaFlame
Imma f*cking beast but I cannot be tamed
Like I'm running outta time, oh wait I'm Dame
No I ain't tryna play, this ain't no game
My words will light you up 'cause I spit flames
F*ck hell, burning off my words that's a shame
All you niggas tryna gangbang shit is lame
Tryna prove a point to a bunch of no names
Knock you off your hinges, f*ck the doorframe
Just like Hitman Holla, two words, ball game
Like a tied game it came down to the wire
Niggas can't get a job but murder is for hire
And you gon hear me like a damn choir
But I'm still in Jersey, I need to get out here
Sitting here rapping 2 am in New Jersey
Having dreams about running routes with a Jersey
Pushing through the pain still not screaming mercy
If I want that Jersey I have to stop taking Perkys
Nah, they really Benadryls, I just use them to sleep
Not the same but if I take too much I'll be six feet deep
Half a pack a day getting swallowed like it's cheap
Like Joey's GT tryna stay a Goat and kill all sheep
This that real shit like the stomach filled up deep
Eyes all over the place like in rem sleep
I lay these sheets flat only skin deep
I don't buy your shit even if it's dirt cheap
Not even in high school 'cause I thought this was cool
No, this shit is cruel, mom wanna go to PA, I don't know what to do
Be a damn fool?
Or an adjustable wrench, just a worthless damn tool
I hate this shit like
Will I ever graduate?
Thought Ali was supposed to be great
Like the greatest ever
Buzz like a wasp but light as a feather
Thinking back when I had my life together
This the star that shines now get burnt like you're leather
And f*ck all my exes, I move on to their besties
But I still value them 'cause you know that X marks the treasure
Then I dug it out and found Eli
And he told me, to be what I be
But I asked him like "yo what up e"
He said nothing much just doing me!
I said whatchu mean
He was like
"Just kill me I don't wanna be here
Give me a new life so I can graduate with my peers
I hate everyone including the nigga in the mirror
I sprayed him with windex and it's still not clearer"
"Ali just let me be please"
He grabbed the gun from me but first took a pic of me so I said "cheese"
"Can I have the gun back?"
"Nah I'm having fun, drilling shit, popping shit you know murder ones"
This is when I knew I lost him, even though that was me
The past me but Ali woke up and now that's me and he told me "to put it past me" so anytime you hear something about Elijah he's dead so just ask me