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What's your biggest fears?
Who do you fear?
Why do you fear that?
Why do you fear them?

What's your biggest fears?
Who do you fear?
Why do you fear that?
Why do you fear them?

What's your biggest fears?
Who do you fear?
Why do you fear that?
Why do you fear them?
What? Why win?
Try to laugh last, I'mma blow this whole album up and tell you spin again

Falling in that ditch, failing like a bitch
And not getting back up like it's a glitch
Burning every bridge, letting down ridge
Building up then falling, having lack of courage

I have a lot of fears and I hate all my fears
Hate to appreciate, took a while for me to see it clear
I can feel when my fears get too near
I face one every day when I look in that mirror

Lemme explain
I fear myself like am I going to fold 'cause all of the pain?
Fear of popping pain killers to kill the pain
Fear of having those drugs fill in my veins
My mental isn't straight, that's why my biggest fear is losing me one day
And let's just say when that day comes there won't be much to say but I will like to start this song off by saying hey

My name's Elijah and I thought I was the problem
'Til I came by a gun, it's a problem solver
Got a ole revolver swinging like a golfer
Take aim at the prize, my mind is the dollar

A dollar richer or a cent poorer
The smell of death is like around the corner
I fear the smell of that so I stay far away from corners
Fear of being in the midst of gunfire as I feel outside get much warmer

Bullets got no names and they like to stray
Like that one cat you just seen the other day
"What up dawg, feels like just yesterday we just graduated 8th grade"
Whole time you can tell by his face that the drugs were winning the race

Can't shake his hand 'cause it might just be lace
Only thing I can shake is my head that holds my face
Fear of having best friends turn on you like snakes
Or just turn the wrong way, you know
You make that right up the one way
You know you dead wrong

Fear of being too fearful of my fears so I'll just lay 'em in a song
I D K, I'm donkey kong
Spit fire like Godzilla but I fear God and I'm a king so I'll just take the name King Kong
How a gorilla more reala than a killa that fears the color vanilla, lil niggas been wrong

Fear of not fulfilling my empty dreams
Fear of spilling my empty dreams all on me
Fear of killing and drilling and still living all unwillingly in all of my scary dreams
Uh

Fear of my siblings seeing that I turned out like them
No diss or disrespect but you can ask them
Ask anyone of them, "Will you appreciate Elijah being what you turned out to be?"
Guaranteed their answer will be "hell no, kids a champ read it last name Ali"

But I also fear that I'll still let my fam down
And I'm talking bout the fam I see not the ones that ain't around
But when they see Felix Valentin and Ali winning I bet you they'll come around
But here's a message to them niggas
If I ain't see you around I better not see you around so don't come around when you see multiple rounds in all our bank accounts
Don't come around when every one got their own damn house
Well that's up to them, but I just know me, Ali
I fear fake people whether it's friends or family
So I better not see none of y'all unless y'all seen me put in the pain and go thru misery to get my family to places they ain't ever seen

Now I gotta breathe
Um where were we?
Oh yeah this Tha Ali and we expressing our feelings to everyone that's ever ran across me
Since y'all was complaining that y'all never hear me

Well now y'all hear me
So I just hope y'all are really listening
I fear that some won't be listening
And like covid get your mask cause that right there is sickening

And you get no sympathy
I see the signals yall be signaling
I get connected then I start distancing myself
Not just from y'all but also me
Then I start to lose me
But y'all already lost me
Express me then calls are incoming questioning me
So I answer it truthfully
But after all my biggest fear is when I die I won't have anyone to come and visit me