Sloth God - Never Got to Say Lyrics

I never really got tell what i wanted to say
Cuz every little thing got in my f*cking way
I got a million things always runnin' throughout my mind
Cuz you always crossing the country within my time
I never really got tell what i wanted to say
Cuz every little thing got in my f*cking way
I got a million things always runnin' throughout my mind
Cuz you always crossing the country within
I'm sorry that I'm trying to buy us time
But every little thing is pointing to our demise
And i can't decide
Whether to lie
Or just say goodbye
I'm sorry that you had to be
Apart of me
But every little thing
That you wanna be
Isn't what's meant for me
Seein' the waste of me
Spend my time recklessly

When you came to me on a Saturday
Could never get away
Always lookin' for my face
You don't know what you love
You don't know what is love
I'm trying to tell you that
We never had a chance
But you never hear it man
Cuz you talkin in advanced
Lovin' you so desperatly
Searching for that escape key
Cuz

I never really got tell what i wanted to say
Cuz every little thing got in my f*cking way
I got a million things always runnin' throughout my mind
Cuz you always crossing the country within my time
I never really got tell what i wanted to say
Cuz every little thing got in my f*cking way
I got a million things always runnin' throughout my mind
Cuz you always crossing the country within my time

A day died in the night time
I stopped looking for the love i was never gonna find
We met in the winter on tinder
Like Gwynn, Lord of a sinner

Blessed he who shining the brightest
Blessed he who downin' the most
I'm downin the most
I'm frownin' the most
I'm sayin' a toast
Givin' a reason to smoke
Celebration of living a lie
Its okay, just let out a sigh
Not hopin' to die
Just hopin' to lay
The rest of my days
Up in the haze

You never knew my inner wants
My inner Thoughts
My inner cuts
You never knew my inner doubts
My inner pouts
I'm in a drought
Don't leave me out
I know you're loud
But letting it out, because of my doubt
I need you now
I need you now

I need you now