false dawn Video (MV)

Another day, another week, another f*cking year
I'm not a mess, I'm just depressed, I wanna disappear
I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear
Another day, another week, another f*cking year

I can feel the regression
You'd think by now I'd learn my lesson
Keep suppressing depression
Until there's nothing left

Introspection's incessant
Aware of each imperfection
Every time I catch my reflection
Any time I take a breath

I run to hide from the pressure
Resigned to weather the weather
A temporary surrender
Think I just need some rest

Don't want no friend to depend on
Don't want nobody to check on
Just me, my cat, and depression
Into the wilderness

Another day, another week, another f*cking year
I'm not a mess, I'm just depressed, I wanna disappear
I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear
Another day, another week, another f*cking year

I know that I should be sleeping
It's just my head won't stop screaming
I wish my heart would stop beating
So I could hear myself

I'm dreading facing each morning
That should be some kind of warning
Another sign I'm ignoring
Into oblivion

The day to day has got me numb
Each week blends into the next one
Crazy how quickly this year's gone
Don't think I'm doing well

Lately my heart is so hollow
Maybe I'll fix it tomorrow
'Til then I'll stay up and wallow
Instead of seeking help

Another day, another week, another f*cking year
I'm not a mess, I'm just depressed, I wanna disappear
I stay inside so I can hide until the coast is clear
Another day, another week, another f*cking year