Slugdown - Antagonist Lyrics

Walking, my steps hurt
Breathing, my breath burns
I can't rise up
Can't tell those stories out of fear and of shame
Silence relieves
Stares pierce through my body catching the insecurities
Carefreeness lost inside my veins
The thoughts are a shackle conforming us to the normal they say
We're made this way
Like blood of a thousand soldiers in a war that never took place
Doubt soaks my mind
So many terrible misfortunes, most never occurred
Who plays the judge, a jury of chance or my antagonist?
Whisper my truths and desires, demigods are looking down on me
Their gaze urges me to fulfill my unwanted destiny
Invisibility
Being watched by beings without eyes, scolded by creatures without tongues
Being harassed by the spineless prophets
Don't be ashamed to leave footprints behind
Don't cower before the judges of our time
Show your intentions with a proudly swollen chest
Defy the mold that tries to shape you
Defeat your antagonist, or live in vain