Smiley Boy - Losses Lyrics

I think took too many losses
Yeah I can't afford another loss
So lately I been moving cautious
Yeah cuz I ain't tryna pay the cost
Got me living like
Hold on what's that, let me analyze
Can't move too fast, I been traumatized
Feel like I'm made to be a boss
But maybe I'm too jaded being lost
Took too many losses, added new precautions
If they get to stalking leave em dripping like a faucet
Yeah I hear em talking, tell em see me in my office
You can't be too cautious dealing with them secret sauces
I was the plug young
I hit the block with the drugs young
I was a dumb dumb
F*cking alot but I loved none
I was gambling man
Wound up in an ambulance
Now I'm a family man
Can't be too candid man
Losing sight of who's a friend
Who just like me for pretend
I can't tell you where I live
Bitch you might be one of them
I don't like to make amends
Not the type to let you offend
Some time I had to spend til I finally f*cking
Woke up from living in that pipe dream
So what them critics never liked me
Shit is pricey and I know what the cost is
Got me like awww shit
I think took too many losses
Yeah I can't afford another loss
So lately I been moving cautious
Yeah cuz I ain't tryna pay the cost
Got me living like
Hold on what's that, let me analyze
Can't move too fast, I been traumatized
Feel like I'm made to be a boss
But maybe I'm too jaded being lost
I might lose my mind, I just lost my dad
I can't lose my grind knowing I ain't caught a bag
I been losing time chasing shit I thought I had
But I still aint tryna get you rappers autograph
All love to the fans tho Y'all love lit a candle
Nowadays I'm a long ways from a trap house or a bando
I'm just doing what I can tho
Wanna ball out, no commando
Get Pesos Iike Bezos
Treat the Amazon like Rambo
God Damn
A lot of y'all be flexing for the Gram
But upset with Uncle Sam when them checks ain't getting spammed
Yes ma'am
We see you out here setting up the cam
Then undressing for the yams
Only fans is such a scam
I am
Forever and always gonna talk shit
How he blow through that advance, he ain't bought shit
Should I keep up with the plan til it all clicks
Or should I call it quits
I think took too many losses
Yeah I can't afford another loss
So lately I been moving cautious
Yeah cuz I ain't tryna pay the cost
Got me living like
Hold on what's that, let me analyze
Can't move too fast, I been traumatized
Feel like I'm made to be a boss
But maybe I'm too jaded being lost