I clench my fists so tight
The blood stops in my hands
My trauma makes me bite down
Harder than a vice
My cell is my own making
I'm forsaking love
Gun in my mouth
I've f*cking had enough
I need this hate
I need this pain
All my life my life was squandered
Wasted thrown away
Vengeance searing for the
Bastard tormentor myself
Mirror shows the man of who
I was and what I am
Like a ghost the answers leave me again
I need this hate
I need this pain
Blood blind and shattered
Nothing ever f*cking matters
Immolate my soul
I Confess I never had control
Sulphuric hate