Smokey Bee - IDK Lyrics

I give it my best
I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go idk
I give it my best
I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go i don't know

She used to live with momma at the age 13
Had a lot of scars by the things she seen
Used to cry for help when daddy came in
With his friends touching on her with they hands
That's the man she grew up couldn't stand
Flashbacks waking her in the middle of the night
Finds the hardest drug to go and get high
To numb all the pain in her thigh
Yeah now she reaches high school
People say she's not cool
She gives her self away
To any boy any day
Tries to find love in every wrong way
Oh she's crying every night about what them other girls say
But only if they knew about the pain that she's going through
How's she's taught the way of life
What she's supposed to do
Sleeping with someone she's never feeling right
Being numb by a man crying every night

I give it my best
I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go idk
I give it my best
I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go i don't know

Here she is 18
Bows she's making sex tapes
Trying to save her money
Starts feeling funny
Throwing up in the morning
Crying when it storming
Emotions getting crazy when the plus sign shows her a baby
She tells the baby daddy that it's about time
He looks her in the face said it is not mine
He walks out the room
He never turned around
9 mins later a little girl made a sound
She looks like her mother
Rapped up in that cover
From then on out she made a promise to her self
This baby will not grow up ever feelin like I felt
She will have better, she will have a home
She'll never be broken, or ever feel alone,
I will die on this street, give her food that she can eat,
I will dance on a poll, I will do all I know,
Hoping so day she won't have to take that road
Feeling so cold
Feeling so old
Wishing everyday
That God would take her home

I give it my best
I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go idk
I give it my best
I wonder if I'm good enough
Should I stay should I go i don't know

One day a little girl comes home gotta call on the phone that her mommas gone
She finds a letter in the truck labeled good enough
She opens up at the funeral day started reading words that her mother would say
Like I'm sorry, I'm ugly, I wish I had one to love me
But I died by my daddy at the age 13 now I'm resting with the angels singing

Should I stay
Should I stay or should I go

Died by my daddy at the age 13 now I'm resting with the angels singing

I don't know