S.M.R.T. - Drown (Resurfaced) (feat. Aylius) Lyrics

Don't, let me drown
Don't, let me drown

Barely keeping my head above water
But nobody seems to notice
That I'm broken and I'm losing my focus

I'm losing my mind
But no amount of pills that I take
Will ever say that I'm fine

I'm losing myself
I'm looking for help
Nobody ever comes to the rescue
And I'm really not well
And I'm living in my own little personal hell

They say that I'm fine
That I'm destined to fail
But I really don't take that well

I can smell the brimstone
Nothing ever changes
Living in limbo
With crashing of the waves
I'm dwelling in sin though
While surviving in a cage
And I'm pouring a fifth oh
And I wait for better days

I can barely even think
And it's driving me to drink
And I'm drinking while I drive
And I wanna take a dive
Headfirst into the deep end of the swimming pool
But I know if I do, that I won't come back

Don't let me drown
I need you now
But you won't come back
Matter fact, I don't really even care anymore
Cuz I know that you don't
And I'm screaming out louder

Don't, let me drown

I'm flailing my arms
I don't know how to swim
Even if you did
You'd just go ahead and push me right back in

Don't, let me drown
I'm sinking down
I need you now

Don't, walk away
Cuz my worst mistakes
Feel like rising waves

Don't let me drown (drown)
Don't let me drown (drown)

Barely keeping my head above water
But nobody seems to listen
That I got a knife and I'm watching it glisten
Wanna put the metal blade to the edge of my wrist
Wanna get the opportunity to enjoy the bliss

I wanna taste deaths kiss
Once it leaves my lips
I wanna feel no pain
No more living like this

I can smell the brimstone
Nothing ever changes
Living in limbo
With crashing of the waves
I'm dwelling in sin though
While surviving in a cage
And I'm pouring a fifth oh
And I wait for better days

Feels like they're never coming
I gotta continue running
From people that I hate and the people that I love
I hope you can't relate
Cuz suicide is my drug
And it feels like the air is laced no matter where I run

Don't let me drown
I need you now
But you won't come back
Matter fact, I don't really even care anymore
Cuz I know that you don't
And I'm screaming out louder

Don't, let me drown

I'm flailing my arms
I don't know how to swim
Even if you did
You'd just go ahead and push me right back in

Don't, let me drown
I'm sinking down
I need you now

Don't, walk away
Cuz my worst mistakes
Feel like rising waves

Don't let me drown (drown)
Don't let me drown (drown)

Don't, let me drown
I'm sinking down
I need you now

Don't walk away
Cuz my worst mistakes
Feel like rising waves