Smth on Point - Way I Feel Lyrics

I know I'm stupid
Sometimes a little reckless
Not really lucid
I became a faceless
Blurry vision
Dizzy in my head
Waiting for somebody to get me out of bed
Imagination
Always drives me nuts
You were feeding me with all these lies
I can't keep moving
My heart stopped to beat
In a way I used to feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
I've been in hell
One foot in grave
I want the heaven
An optimistic wave
Simple emotion just to keep me warm
Lil' bit of devotion to feel like home
I'm still shaking at the very thought
Of me waking up all alone
Bridges breaking
Stop the show
No more faking
Lights down low
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel
That is not the way I feel