Snailgardn - Leave Me Alone Lyrics

How am I supposed to start
Telling you now
I just write down what I feel inside in the deepest places
Let me save myself with the pain and anger that I never let out
What I save is
The way of going on
But now, just once I let it out and say
That the world won't be the same clean place, what I've seen once, far beyond
You know babe you were the only one who
I said the deepest feelings to
I felt good but now it feels sick
Cause I was wrong
I made a huge mistake
I trusted you, you were the one
Cause you were different, but look at you now
Just a fake shade of yourself, lost in these
Delusions and fantasies

Finally it showed me something from the world
Opened my eyes

How many times I said
Don't piss me off with shit like that
Leave me alone

I'm looking down at the end
I felt different and better with you
I thought it was special I was special with you
Cause you were the one who could see me inside
You know that boy who used to smiling wide to everyone
No matter happened
But I become so tired when i realized
The world won't be the same clean place what I've seen once far beyond
You've made me to see the world as a place
Where what I only get is a bitter embrace
I saw people betraying each other
But i finally figured out how it makes me stronger
I'm gonna end this and moving on
And these spikes don't even hold me in my wound
Cause i'll use it, I'll show you how
I've became more, I'm a dreamer now

Finally it showed me something from the world
Opened my eyes

How many times I said
Don't piss me off with shit like that
Leave me alone

Something's working badly in this world
Where the heart of a dreamer
Can't find the place to feel alive
To make the way in life
I've had enough of all of this, and now I see you're right
So you can leave me to suffer
My endless fear with misread feelings together

And you are another selfish
Wounded angel with the pain
And who used me to fight
But now... leave me alone
Leave me alone