XXX (Mind in Awe) Video (MV)

I'll carry on
From the start
Doubt that I'll ever find
The remedy for a broken heart
Guess X was right
I'm scared to love
Cuz I'm scared to waste my time
That's what I'm afraid of
So f*ck love
And f*ck my mind

Cuz all I hear is wooaaahhh
All I hear is wooaaahhh
My mind in awe
I hope, I don't let go
(Oh)
All I hear is wooaaahhh

Tell me why
Do all the good ones gotta die
Maybe I'm bad inside
Cuz I don't get why I'm still alive
(Huh) All the shit that I survived
All the shit
All the shit that I survived
You can't imagine it
(Huh) I don't even give a f*ck
My life has been some tragic shit
But I'ma keep on going
I feel happy
I keep laughing bitch!

(Huh) Scared to love
Cuz I'm scared to waste my time
(But) Either way
Still wanna be by your side
Don't wanna love
But I want you hear for the whole night
Can you tell me
That everything is gon' be alright (Yah)

Cuz I been sad
That all my close ones seem to die
Yah, my grandma in the sky
With a halo
My guardian angel
Like why the f*ck do I feel like
Even though she's with me
I'm alone
And I don't feel safe though

I'll carry on
From the start
Doubt that I'll ever find
The remedy for a broken heart
Guess X was right
I'm scared to love
Cuz I'm scared to waste my time
That's what I'm afraid of
So f*ck love
And f*ck my mind

All I hear is woah
All I hear is woahhh
All I hear is woah
All I hear is woahhh
All I hear is woah
All I hear is woah
All I hear is woah
Staring at the sky
At my guardian angel