SnowiBeatz - fake smile. Lyrics

(LONEHEART)
Now I'm just tired of faking smiles.
Thinking that I would be feeling myself better
Every time I go through rough times
I just fake a smile

Thinking that I'll be okay
But apparently in reality I'm not okay
Going through so much shit
But why'd I think of

Faking a smile would help me?
To hide my true feelings,
On what I'm feeling,
I just don't understand why people look at me like,

Some down bad person
Thinking that I was a failed up motherfuka
Thinking that everything would change
But I guess not everything will change

At this point I just feel like I just wanna
Be invisible from the outside
Like out of existence
Thinking that I was never here

But I guess I was
But there's just so much going on
I just can't control it anymore, yeah

(Instrumental)

But I'm tired of just faking these smiles
Thinking that it would help me
But apparently it just makes my day worse
Even though it's already bad.