Long nights, staring at the ceiling,
Thinking 'bout the past and all those feelings,
Every mistake, every wound that's still healing,
Haunted by my choices, there's no concealing (concealing)
I was young and reckless, chasing the thrill,
But the price was high, and I'm paying it still,
Burned too many bridges, left a void to fill,
Now I'm all alone, and it's giving me chills.
Loneliness surrounds me, shadows in the dark,
Faded pictures of a time gone by,
Every memory brings a tear to my eye,
I was on top, now I'm falling from the sky,
Lost in my regrets, can't deny.
Friends turned foes, love turned cold,
Promises were broken, the lies they told,
Feeling like a story that's already been sold.
If I could turn back time, I'd change it all,
Avoid the pitfalls, never let myself fall,
But here I am, standing tall,
Facing my demons, behind this wall.
Hard days, they never seem to end,
Pain in my chest, can't even pretend,
Looking for a light, but it's hard to comprehend,
These scars are deep, and they won't mend.
Waking up in pain, nightmares haunt my sleep,
Every secret that I keep, cutting me deep,
Trying to find peace, but the hill's too steep,
Drowning in the promises I couldn't keep.
The consequences of my past, they linger on,
Echoes of the past where I went wrong,
A melody of sorrow in every song,
Struggling to find where I belong.
Hard days, they never seem to end,
Pain in my chest, can't even pretend,
Looking for a light, but it's hard to comprehend,
These scars are deep, and they won't mend.
Maybe one day, I'll find a way,
To forgive myself for yesterday,
But until then, in this disarray,
I'll navigate these hard days, come what may.