Snowside - Thinking Out Loud Lyrics

I know I hurt you (damn)
I know I hurt you way too much
But I want you know
That I still feel alone
Even tho I'm with you
It's hard for me, to be
Emotionally free
But I want you to know
That I still love you so
Even tho I miss you
Too many times I wanna give up
To mask what I be dealing with I roll and light a spliff up
This life I live ain't easy, ups and downs and bunch of hiccups
When I be at my lowest, you ain't supposed to put me lower
But pull me closer, just give me closure and help me lift my chin up
But you don't give a f*ck about me, you only want my dick up
The past I trydda burry 'bout myself, you always dig up
That's the reason why we split up, and other reasons I won't bring up
I picked up a cup and filled it up with some syrup
I fell victim to the block again I was thirsty for a stick up
I slipped up, and fell into that realm, into that world again
My older sister got pregnant having a girl again
I was so exited was so delighted my spirit got ignited
Felt like it was a chance for my family to be reunited
'Cuz we're often at a distance
I don't know how it feels to chill with cousins, go to grandmas house and kick it with my siblings, but I miss it
And that's the truth
You brought me something that I needed and that's prolly the real reason that I fell for you
You introduced to your people and I felt embraced
But deep within myself somehow I still was feeling strange
Whenever I voice my option, you say I complain
But really it's just the way I go 'bout expressing my pain
And I know that I can change
But I'm too comfortable and caught up in my muthafukin ways so gimme a break
I know I hurt you
I know I hurt you way too much
But I want you know
That I still feel alone
Even tho I'm with you
It's hard for me, to be
Emotionally free
But I want you to know
That I still love you so
Even tho I miss you