I faded away like the shirts you don't wear
If you really love me you'd show you care
It's hard to stay focused on winning your race
When each word's like a hurdle making me fall from grace
I feel so ashamed like i knew that i would
Maybe i'm not the f*ck up i'm just misunderstood
I lie to myself cause i have no trust
In this shattering romance that formed from our lust
Still stunned and still silent no i cant make a sound
From these poetic lips it feel like they've been bound
Quivering in anger from the words you bestow
Upon me with the prominent language you honed
Well i guess i'll sit and take it while i grind my teeth
Hoping you'll run out of air and end your hate speech
No i wont be your friend when this dust finally settles
I'll be burning love letters and crushing rose peddles