Here i go again
Another bottle of liquid courage
Its my best friend
But we're running out of endurance
With a low self esteem
To talk i have to be wasted
Because i'm scared to be me
What if everybody hates it
So now i'm dressed to depress cause i cant seem
To manage without a f*cking drink
And it makes me feel like a f*ck up
When i piss off everyone around me
And i just wanna be the life of every party
But i don't really think it's worth it if i lose everybody
All the stress i feel
In just a normal conversation
Makes it hard to deal
When i know such a easy solution
But i don't wanna be
Just another useless addict
So i need to break free
From this useless habit
So now i'm dressed to depress cause i cant seem
To manage without a f*cking drink
And it makes me feel like a f*ck up
When i piss off everyone around me
And i just wanna be the life of every party
But i don't really think its worth it if i lose everybody