This neglect
I have gotten used to it
I disconnect
As i tend to throw a fit
I'm mistreated
Because i feel like i'm stuck
I'm conceited
Or maybe i just don't give a f*ck
I've gone numb inside my head
I promise you that i'm not dead
The wrong ideas inside my brain
I promise you i'm not insane
So nervous
When things seem to end to fast
Its obvious
I haven't learned shit from my past
A back fire
To connect with another human being
This desire
To be loved is so damn misleading
I've gone numb inside my head
I promise you that i'm not dead
The wrong ideas inside my brain
I promise you i'm not insane