I'm trying
Still fighting
But I find it hard to understand
The meaning
Of this feeling
Everything around me, all the change
But I'll be okay
I'm getting used to being this way
I'm floating
Ghostly
Sometimes I'm afraid I won't return
Do you see me?
Do you notice?
Getting one step further every day
But I'll be okay
I'm just not used to being myself
Feel like I'm floating up above of all the people that I love
I'm just not present in the moment even though I've tried it all
Being a ghost among the living forces me to recall
All of those memories that never died and made me feel alone
But that's all gone
I've moved on
I'll try and stay strong
But I'll be okay
Swear I'll be okay