Soft & Sweet - Open Letter Lyrics

I'm far from home
I feel discomfort in these clothes
And I made a choice
To wash my hands clean of this blood
But stains remain
This catastrophic memory
Burns in my brain
May God forgive mistakes I made
Oh no

I'm far from grace
A nameless man now wears my face
And I hate this sound
I'm unprepared and overwhelmed
When I was a kid
I had a dream once that I lived
Not just exist
People I loved said I was missed

I just can't stand this anymore
My breath is shallow and I feel I've lost the war
And I can't keep going on
I tried my hardest to stay strong, I'm sorry

Well I feel ashamed
My family won't say my name
And I lost God
But he won't come looking back for me
Dennis, please
Love someone else, yeah, I'll be fine
I won't stick around
Lay my dress underneath the ground
Next to me