sojboj - Catharsis (feat. Max Maudit) Lyrics

The things I try
Just to feel alive
Numb my mind
Cause all my dreams have died
Chasing highs
Just to feel alive
Borrowed time
I don't wanna be alone tonight
Down a beer or two
Just so I can make it through
There's nothing left to cut into
Swear I'm having deja vu
Haven't seen the sun in a week
The world's bleak
Maybe I just need some time to adjust
But I will always look at you with disgust
I gave you my trust
And you turned it to dust
The things I try
Just to feel alive
Numb my mind
Cause all my dreams have died
The things I try
Just to feel alive
Numb my mind
So I can fake a smile
Plucking stitches like oxeye petals
Fiery flesh meeting sharpened metal
Night-time horror in a solitary room
Shedding silent tears as a mean of growth
Feeding off the fear and impending doom
Like flowers need the rain to explode into bloom
Some scars turn pale and fade away
And some burns brighter every day
The things I try
Just to feel alive
Numb my mind
Cause all my dreams have died
The things I try
Just to feel alive
Numb my mind
So I can fake a smile
The things I try
Just to feel alive
Numb my mind
Cause all my dreams have died