solesunswift - Sun (feat. Indubitably) Lyrics

And I Fly into the sun
My wings will melt to delusions of love
Reminiscing thoughts of her being the one
But I will never be enough
I won't be the one to lift you up
Someone else will get to live the life that I want
Waking next to you in a house we bought
Reality sets in and I'm the one that is lost
When I burn for you
Just like the sun
Why do you want to rid of me when you're all said and done
Douse myself in gas
And light myself in flames
Because I was foolish enough to shield your name
Don't know what to do or say
I've been betrayed twice in just a couple of days
Can't say I haven't been losing my ways
But when I was with you I was in place
I know I made my mistakes
And I hope you can forgive me someday
But for you to throw it all away
Alone time then new guy in a couple of days?
I hope one day you can see
Just how much you meant to me
I don't think you do believe
Just how much you f*cked with me
F*cking wanna shoot my brain
Don't know why I hesitate
You were my sun and now the sun has gone away
I hope one day you can see
Just how much you meant to me
I don't think you do believe
Just how much you f*cked with me
F*cking wanna shoot my brain
Don't know why I hesitate
You were my sun and now the sun has gone away
When the mist sets in do you miss me
And when the lights go off do you feel alive
And when your smile used to brighten my whole world
I tend for forget who am I