Solowed - Independant Lyrics

She told me she leaving in a second
I don't know why but this girl got me stressing
Ain't like I'm in love all we did was have sex
Talk about our lives, shared trauma we connected.
Now that she showed her true colors ima exit
Momma raised me up to be a man independent
I woulda gave her everything I could if she accepted
I had to back away from the girl for my protection
Mentally tired, she took me out with the message
Multiple occasions she went off no explanation
I poured my authenticity for you, and you drained it
Last time Ill give my heart out she my final destination
After her its been hard to find motivation
I'm lacking the criteria on how to handle bases
When I look at myself in mirror I see different faces
My mind be spacing out taking me to unfamiliar places
If I don't get high, my mind starts overthinking
If I don't get by like GTA I be wasted
If she treating me like a bandit, I wont take it
Tear it off, like a bandage ill be healed after you gone
Portaled through the mirror, I done flipped into a park
Monsters chasing me through the carnival I'm slipping through the dark
I was born in these trenches I done came up from the start
I was in the core of it, it broke my f*ckin heart
Now I'm battle wounded left heavily scarred on the ground
With no one around to help me up
Screw it don't need a helping hand I got a crutch
I don't need your love, only thing on my mind is the money ill influx
I'm wearing cash as antlers they call me buck
I dropped a band and I ain't even give a f*ck
She wanna be friends, I told her sorry we can f*ck
If she feeling my dance, then Shawty we can hit the club