13:13
Woke up on a winter day.
Feeling f*cking mean,
decided to stay.
13:24
Feeling sick and tired,
can't take this any more.
Presence no longer desired.
13:43
The thought keeps hunting me,
burning desire to break free,
to get away, to escape, to flee.
13:51
I see it so clear
By now all hope is gone,
there's only fear.
14:02
Can't delay this much longer
It is clear what I have to do.
The feeling's getting stronger.
14:12
Got out of bed, still no sun.
Decided to kill myself.
Picked up a gun.
14:28
Felt a sudden urge to live on
but it was too f*cking late.
Half the head's f*cking gone!