Pain Reliever Video (MV)

Sometimes I can't get it out
But I can feel it in my head before I try writing it down
But not now
Sit right down while I repeat myself
I'm only gonna do this shit once
Yeah, I think that would help
I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed of myself
Repeat the verse in my head until it's all played out

I broke that f*cking promise already
And yeah, I'm lying, but at least I'm lying to myself
But that shit doesn't matter where I'm going

It doesn't matter where I'm going
Because I'm hiding away, yeah, I'm hiding away
And you'll never even see my face
So, sing the words in the background
I drank too much and now I'm starting to crash
I tried to cover up what I lack
I just wanna be loved
But love is not enough
And life bleeds like an open wound
It's tragic. I'm manic
I'll always come back to you

Repeat the words in the background
I drank too much and now I'm starting to crash