Dust sparkles like a disco ball
As sunlight creeps through an open window onto my bedroom wall.
It makes my head feel sick
I was trying to hide from this
But I won't admit defeat
I'll sweat in bed all day
While underground and safe
Underrated and well-behaved
I won't commit to sleep
I'll watch short films while half-awake
And make small nauseous fragments from the dull day
Chop agreement up into small maybes
And maybe there's some way we can both be happy
Where I tag along just half-engaged
And you convince yourself that this isn't a normal day
Please leave me alone now
Don't hang around just to find out
That nothing will change