9am music theory
My mind is getting weary
When I look over at you
And you're just there tying your shoe
And there's the girl I see every night
She kisses me and hugs me tight
Yet I'm infatuated with you
Even though there's so much to lose
It makes me seek death
Don't know what I want
Let's run away, forget everything
But, there is her in my bed
And I love her
Yes, I love her
I don't know if it's the dopamine
Or if you're the one that is meant for me
But I'm too nervous to let go
Change is scary, though I should grow
Feeling controlled with puppet strings
When I see you, my heart starts to sing
And I know that it's wrong
I shouldn't even being writing this song
Wish emotions would just disappear
I'm so sorry that brains are weird
Her blue eyes, your green eyes
Wanna look both ways, but I can't
Her soft smirk, your big green
I hate but love the way I crave your skin
It makes me seek death
Don't know what I want
Let's run away, forget everything
But, there is her in my bed
And I love her
I promise I love her
I don't know if it's the dopamine
Or if you're the one that is meant for me
But I'm too nervous to let go
Change is scary, though I should grow
Feeling controlled with puppet strings
When I see you, my heart starts to sing
And I know that it's wrong
I shouldn't even being writing this song
Wish emotions would just disappear
I'm so sorry that brains are weird
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?
Falling so deep, now I can't breath
What's wrong with me?
Forget everything
I'm sorry it had to be this way
I tried not to let go
I tried not to let go
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?
What's wrong with me?
I'm so sorry
What's wrong with me?
Forget everything
I tried not to let go
I tried not to let go
I don't know if it's the dopamine
Or if you're the one that is meant for me
I don't know if it's the dopamine
Or if you're the one that is meant for me
But I'm too nervous to let go
Change is scary, though I should grow
Feeling controlled with puppet strings
When I see you, my heart starts to sing
And I know that it's wrong
I shouldn't even being writing this song
Wish emotions would just disappear
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry
I'm so sorry that brains are weird