I'm fighting all the thoughts in my head
Pushing them deep in my brain instead
And I, I'm feeling all the signs of a fade
And I don't want to fall down again
Hating my mind, for the lies that it tells me constantly
What if I can't win, this fight with myself
Decisions have me scratching for answers
The fear of failing causing a panic inside
And I'm like a loose screw spinning on the floor in despair
And I'm not sure where to look when I'm running away
Hating my mind, for the lies that it tells me constantly
Pushing me down and holding it's ground
With the weight of the world dragging me down
What if I fail
What if I cry
What if I lose everything but my life
What if I can't win, this fight with myself
What if I....what if I can't win
What if I....what if I can't win
What if I what if I what if I
What if I what if I
What if I can't win
Take this now , take it away
Give me some hope to find my way
Take this now , take it away
Give me some hope to find my way
Hating my mind, for the lies that it tells me constantly
Pushing me down and holding it's ground
With the weight of the world dragging me down
What if I fail
What if I cry
What if I lose everything but my life
What if I can't win, this fight with myself
What if I can't win