Sonny D - Feelingz Lyrics

Don't know why it's so hard
To get the f*ck up out my feelings
Even when I'm down
I stay thinkin' bout' them millions
Shawty, tell me what the f*ck
You really be feelin'
I know you miss the real me
Ain't no Sonny D
God damn, I miss the real me
I been down n' out for so long
Now I'm always in my feelings
(Woah, woah, woah)
Now my heart is ice cold
Shawty know I miss her
Missin' all em' 3 am calls
We was on a mission
Get some rings n' then we go ball
Yeah, I had a vision
We was in the great hall
Feelings got me dizzy
Now I'm in your do not call
Energy identical
You my lil' baby
F*ckin' in the rental car
Standin' on em racks
We was standin' 10 feet tall
Coming home from the bar
Shawty why you hide em' scars?
Pain behind the beauty
Gotta' make it cause there ain't no pause
Yo family didn't f*ck wit' me, man
We was breakin' all the laws
Going far places, yuhh'
Farther than the planet Mars
Life was full of open doors
But you went n' left em closed
Tell me why you let me go
You dropped me like another hoe
Now I'm always stuck up in my mothaf*ckin' feelings
Life is so hard
God, tell me what's the meaning
It's gettin' hard for me to keep breathing
Maybe I don't need love
That's why she always leaving
She ain't tryna' see me
Shawty this the real me
Tryna' tell you what the f*ck I really be feeling
Hopin' that you hear me
Hope you never fear me
I'm just hopin' that you gon'
Come n' match the feeling
Gettin' higher than the ceiling
Why you always peeling?
It was fake love, damn
You ain't even feel me
My heart is too big
Yeah, my heart might go n' kill me
It's always lookin for a killin
This pain is something
I can no longer deal with
(Nah, nah, nah)
Don't know why it's so hard
To get the f*ck up out my feelings
Even when I'm down
I stay thinkin' bout' them millions
Shawty, tell me what the f*ck
You really be feelin'
I know you miss the real me
Ain't no Sonny D
God damn, I miss the real me
I been down n' out for so long
Now I'm always in my feelings
(Nah, nah, nah)