Sonohara - Honestly Lyrics

I'm stuck in a place that's so toxic
But I cannot find a ticket home
I do what I can to walk out the door
It's like trying to make it out of hell
But I feel compelled to stay in this land
It's much better than dealing with crazy, man
So I walk right down to the basement floor
And I know just what i'm waiting for

But honestly, you're just keeping me alive
And honestly, I just need you in my life
Or else i'll die and fade right out
Maybe you used me for clout
So i'll die and fade right out
Cause you just used me for clout

It dawned upon me why this sucked
So I told you that I had enough
And I took this love and I shoved it
Cause I don't need anyone but myself
And the time flew by, I was full of regret
So I crawled right back, but there's no let live
I just plead and plead for a second chance
But deep down I know that you're over this

But honestly, you're just keeping me alive
And honestly, I just need you in my life
Or else i'll die and fade right out
Maybe you used me for clout
So i'll die and fade right out
Cause you just used me for clout

I never wanted to use you up
So it pains me to know that I f*cked it up
And I don't want to see myself in this route
So i'll pack up my bags and i'll leave this now
And I never wanted to use you up
So it pains me to know that I f*cked it up
And I don't want to see myself in this route
So i'll pack up my bags and i'll leave this now

But honestly, you're just keeping me alive
And honestly, I just need you in my life
Or else i'll die and fade right out
Maybe you used me for clout
So i'll die and fade right out
Cause you just used me for clout

But honestly, you're just keeping me alive
And honestly, I just need you in my life
Or else i'll die and fade right out
Maybe you used me for clout
So i'll die and fade right out
Cause you just used me for clout