Fear has taken grasp and i'm a prisoner of my own hellish mind
It holds me hostage, I can't find the ties that bind
What pulls me down is something I cannot escape
My mental prison has resigned me to this fate
What's been bestowed on me is far from heaven's gate
God's gift of dark is something that I cannot take
And while you tell me that my demons are all fake
I'll tell you something, you took everything I loved
Carved into stones that stand for everything I loathe
And while you ripped away my pride and dignity
I've found an afterlife for all eternity
I won't let you crawl where you stand tall
You gave me all I needed so I could take your fall
I can't breathe the soul back in my heart
Faces passed me and i've played my part
All the torture ends when you blow out my brain
Cause all you've done is put my world in pain
(In pain)
Deep in all I know, and this is something that I cannot comprehend
Everything told me that the fences never mend
I faced an enemy who's fight will never end
Left with no choice but to surrender, wave the flag
My mental state so fragile that it cracked like glass
The will to fight so gone it's like an empty mag
My shame so true I bring my doomsday lariat
And just like that I take my conscience to an end
Reality is something that I cannot bend
There's no goodbye, there's just the wonders asking why
I did it all to give some freedom to my mind
Freedom to my mind
You took everything from me and threw me to the wolves
I swear to god that when you fall you'll be another corpse
Watching you snatch it all away wasn't my destiny
Come the new dawn I swear i'll make you bleed
I won't let you crawl where you stand tall
You gave me all I needed so I could take your fall
I can't breathe the soul back in my heart
Faces passed me and i've played my part
All the torture ends when you blow out my brain
Cause all you've done is put my world in pain
(In pain)