Diazepam Video (MV)

Hiiiiii-Jaaaaaaaaa!!!
Screams held in too long
I`m seeking this realm where my soul belong
God kill me - or i will

S: Where`s your God now - isn`t He as kind as in the scriptures?
I: Well... I`ve praid, but only you've heard me. Looks like I've got to do the job myself.
S: That's wise, He won't help you. Too many sins to compete.
I: True

Mother - forgive me lover
Don't owe you nothing, don't cry at my coffin
Father - why don't you bother
Do you condemn me or welcome me heav`nly?
Please help me - or let me

My flesh is weak and my muscles tweak
Shitstorm in my head and these pills in my hand
Blue or red pill, live or get killed
Haunted by pictures and death wishing whispers

MCP + X Diazepam is next, my eyelids - now so heavy
Don`t bother me just le me, I leave behind my pain
And go turn you insane, all the time you knew
My smile it ain't not true, cuts hurt, rope's slow, gas match, burn - no
Ptsd by railway jump, peacefully is what i`m fond OFFFF

I wasn`t in the sky the stormy wind nor earthquake
Wheter in the fire, but the whispering ans sothing sound oft he wind
Now i shall show you my mercy, so you will praise me for my glorious and kind assistance
BE FREEEE!!

A force pulls me up as my thirst fades
You set me in front of the first place
Now i all i can do is... PRAISE!