Here You Go Video (MV)

Hey I'm back, did you miss me
It's been a while, but I'm here now
Last record, it was kinda scary
I'm still a little lost, but I've found
Got a new motive, and a new track
Maybe it's fake, I should prolly quit rap
Same person, and I'm still working
I'm still growing, and I'm still learning
But my skin is feeling so cold
Kinda feel like it's my time to go
Man I've always been told no
But every no is a step closer to yes
If you never even asked would you live in regret
Remember that every mistake is another step closer to success
I told you my dreams and my goals then you said it was make believe
Well look at it now, I made you believe

I've been going down a little hill lately
Pushing everyone around me away lately
Losing myself in all of my thoughts lately
But there's something I've been wanting to say lately
Go out there and try to make it right
Fail once fail twice but don't give up the fight
Some people care some people don't
If you don't turn the page in your book will you ever grow
Might be hard pill for you to swallow
But everyone you want in your life doesn't want you in theirs
Do you need me to say that again
Say it a little louder for the ones who's tryna make amends
I know there's some people out there who just want a friend
Even when I'm sad I gotta be happy and play pretend

And here I go again
Thoughts running through my mind again
I guess I left them unguarded again
That's when it starts to harm me again
It's like I'm taking pages out of my diary
Got some anxiety
To be inspiring
It's terrifying
When I'm spiralling
I'm gunna be doing this until my time is expiring
What am I sayin you might ask
Talk about real and talk about truth
Talk to the world but really the youth
Tell you my flaws and tell you my doubts
Tell you the pain that I never got out
This is my life writing about everything that goes on in my mind
Lemme open up the door for you but it might be a little graphic in there

Welcome

Car broke down on the side of the road
Got a flat tire
No wonder why I'm moving pretty slow
Rattle back and forth
Looking like a fool being that guy
With a donut wheel that I don't wanna deal
Got me thinking well that's too real
Throwin opinions from the sidelines
Knowing me I ain't never gunna follow your guidelines
Doing what I feel is right got me thinking out side the box
Making merch making music got me nervous whenever it drops
Having no ceiling in this industry but I gotta break it
Opportunities come and go but every chance Imma take it
Time is money so I find a way to save it
These were the cards that were dealt for me
No one really knows the pain inside of me
Started with a vision nothing was given to me
Cooking something
My kitchen might be on fire

I've been going at this thing for so many years
Gotta speak my mind to live up to my own satisfaction
Trying to catch the mind of someone who really cares
Call me a sellout but don't expect to get such a nice reaction

What's the point of putting on a mask hiding how you really feel
Putting all I got into this showing all of my emotion
I get judged either way at least I know I'm being real
Letting go and sharing all the pain that I've been holding
For a while now
I've been trying to find someone who can understand me
Understand my problems and everything in my life
Every time I fail at least I know that I tried
The older I get maybe living a life that no one understands is just okay too

Well here you go
Well now you know
I've been going at a speed no one is stopping me
My head is spinning at a rate that's been too much for me
Doubting everything that comes my way is killing me
My girl might be better off just moving on with out me
Late night thinking lots got me feeling somethings wrong with me
Got me feeling lost like I'm found with no one next to me
But understand that I'm never quitting man this road was made for me
You've been asking quite a lot about what's going on inside my mind lately
You've been asking who I was and who I am and who I've become
Talk so much Im drowning out your voice now that's all behind me
I've been doing me and everything I gotta do to show you I'm the one
Kept away from the mic and mac to have some space to grow
Stepped aside from the pen and pad but I found a flow
But it's time to return with a record so you know
I've been hearing what you're saying well here you go