SonTranMusic - Late Night Lyrics

See life is what you make of it
Looking at it now
Time is passing by me quick
Don't need to question the people in my life who didn't stay
Cause I made some mistakes a long the way
Even all the friends I thought I once had
I selectively selected the ones who had my back
We hung out for that last time but neither of us knew it
It just happened
Now we're left with memories and bruises
I've been reminded that life is precious
It could end in a second
You really don't know what you have until it's gone
You only live in regret thinking about the chances you didn't take

See these are thoughts I have in my head
These are the things I think when it's late night in my bed
One of the worst feelings was when I was happy for a while then I became sad again
But maybe that happiness was just a lie covering up the problems to come back again

These are my late nights
Late night, thoughts
These are my late nights
Late night, thoughts

Feeling like I just exist but am I really living
Maybe the bravest thing I did was when I lived when I wanted to die
Maybe one day you'll see my scars and feel empathy
I don't wanna be the one to shove it in your face for some sympathy
But know that I'm lost and I'm tryna balance myself mentally
I'm like a car with no gas I can't go anywhere when I'm empty
Been learning that holding on hurts more than letting go
Setting standards that are too high
Watching life just go by
If I don't reach em then what do I have
That's when the critics in my head just sit and laugh

See these are thoughts I have in my head
These are the things I think when it's late night in my bed
One of the worst feelings was when I was happy for a while then I became sad again
But maybe that happiness was just a lie covering up the problems to come back again

These are my late nights
Late night, thoughts
These are my late nights
Late night, thoughts

Look at my reflection like is that really you
Say that I'm doing better but is that really true
Thinking bout the past only got me so far
How did that innocent kid turn out to have a cold heart
Got these demons always talking inside of me
Made me believe in something that wasn't really me
They said
"Here's a drink, drown out those memories
Numb the pain, and it'll make you forget about it"
Shoulda been more cautious
Now I'm feeling nauseous
Don't even wanna take a sip but the smell of it felt toxic
Shoulda listened to my intuition
Losing focus lost all my vision
Now I'm here feeling like I'm out dated
Looking like a fool with all these thoughts of self hatred
See these are thoughts I have in my head
These are the things I think when it's late night in my bed