Soopgod - Suicide Note Lyrics

I think of slitting my wrists
Gun barrel in my mouth then the click
My brains are flying
Finding a quieter place
You want to hold me here
Silent with you I lay
You caught me lying
I said I wanted to stay

It's over
I'm a goner
And I know it hurts but it's just
How this has to be
Iv'e used up my chances
This is not how I planned it
My souls rotten and rancid
Promise me I'll be planted

I think of slitting my wrists
Gun barrel in my mouth then the click
My brains are flying
Finding a quieter place
I'm sorry
I'm made this way
This pain won't fade away
I'm stained

Hold me
Bleeding
Slowly
Fading
So selfish
So helpless, Is this what hell is?
Why's my life melted?
There's nothing that I can do now but end it all
The suffering will end with me

I've got some problems
And I can't sleep at night
Don't know how to solve them
They don't even go away when I get high
Anxiety fills inside of me
Imma drain it all when my wrists start bleeding