Sophia Kenville - done for Lyrics

I'm making jokes about my pain to take the edge off
I'm looking at old images trying to remember who I was
I hug my childhood blanket to my chest and play pretend hoping I'll wake up and it will all end"Things will get better" they say this time I don't believe it but I tell myself maybe I really will beat this
But I feel like throwing up for no reason and think"maybe I'm done for this time"
What's wrong with me somethings messed up in my head get it out god please take me to the operating room And maybe then
I'll function like I'm normal won't feel like I'm immortal maybe it'll fix what's broken
And I'll feel like myself again
You think I've just gone quiet you don't know the half of it
But I'll just sit there and smile like none of it is happening
And there's a battlefield in my mind, I'm a kid covered in wounds
My body's shutting down what the hell do I do
What's wrong with me somethings messed up in my head get it out god please take me to the operating room And maybe then
I'll function like I'm normal won't feel like I'm immortal maybe it'll fix what's broken
And I'll feel like myself again (oh)
My hinges are rusted my lips are sealed I look at you so convincingly say it's no big deal
Maybe I should be an actress cause I'm putting on quite the show
But my lights are dimming and crashing down it's out of my control
What's wrong with me something's f*cked up in my head get it out god please take me to the operating room And maybe then
I'll function like I'm normal won't feel like I'm immortal maybe it'll fix what's broken
And I'll feel like myself again
God I'm so done for (I'm so done for)