I'm addicted to my own destruction
I claim it's all too much then
I expect an easy out
Just another way to drown
How come I always end up like this
Tied in knots and full of secrets
Set myself on fire again
Pretend I don't see the flame
Ohhh oh oh I let it go
'Cause I swear I'm fine
I flood my veins with chemicals
I just want to feel normal
Too smart to know what's good for me
And it's safe to say that I'm too weak
Oh every day I try again
Hoping that I'll find the sun
But it seems I'm stuck in hell
And I can't find my way out
Ohh oh oh I let it go
'Cause I swear I am fine
Ohh oh oh I let it go
'Cause I swear I'm fine
Shaking on the floor now
Everything is falling down
Feel the bones beneath my skin
The truth is finally setting in
I'm always way too much but somehow
I'm still never enough
Ohh oh oh I let it go
'Cause I swear I'm fine
Ohh oh oh just let it go
'Cause I swear I'll be fine
Ohh oh oh
I I swear I'll be fine