Sophia Larrabee - Poison Lyrics

We were kids when we met, hadn't yet
Faced the demons in my head
Lucky you escaped from my hurricane
But I still wish I would've tried to change
It's probably for the best, I'm just saying, lately
We both knew I was a mess
It's strange how I once knew your everything
Now I can't recall your sister's name

Thought I'd have you by my side
Until the day I died
Feel your arm 'round my shoulder
Counting my breaths
My hands are getting colder
Said you were my best friend
But now that we're both older I know
I was poison to you

Four hour phone call, five in the morning
Didn't know what you signed up for, I should come with a warning
Not gonna lie
Know I tried too hard
I wanted you to like me but I went too far
Told you everything that could break me, change me
Something I never said
You'll always have a place in my memory
But now it's all just a memory

Thought I'd have you by my side
Until the day I died
Feel your arm 'round my shoulder
Counting my breaths
My hands are getting colder
Said you were my best friend
But now that we're both older I know
I was poison to you

I'm sorry for that night
I'm sorry for the lies
I'm sorry that I told you I was alright
I'm sorry for everything I put you through
The things I did are unforgivable
I'm so so sorry
It wasn't your job to save me
No

Thought I'd have you by my side
Until the day I died
Feel your arm 'round my shoulder
Counting my breaths
My hands are getting colder
Said you were my best friend
But now that we're both older I know
I was poison to you