epinephrine Video (MV)

I'm fighting you in my skin
Like epinephrine
I'm fighting this from within
Everything I wanted, wanted you to be it
Fighting this from within,
Like epinephrine
Feeling you in my skin
Doing that thing again

You were my vitamin
My stimulant
An accidental quick fix
A party trick
And I was just a witness
A craving
My heart's racing
Smile while I fake it
Hide it 'til I face this

Need you in my orbit because
That felt so important and I'm
Scared of being boring and
Without you, I am mourning

I'm fighting you in my skin
Like epinephrine
I'm fighting this from within

Everything I wanted, wanted you to be it
Fighting this from within,
Like epinephrine
Feeling you in my skin
Doing that thing again

Where are you now?
Who have you found?
Come up then come down
Leave me to drown
Grinding my teeth
'Til bitter tastes sweet
You made me complete
But now I feel weak

Where are you now?
Who have you found?
Come up then come down
Leave me to drown
Grinding my teeth
'Til bitter tastes sweet
You made me complete
But now I feel weak

I'm fighting you in my skin
Like epinephrine
I'm fighting this from within
Everything I wanted, wanted you to be it
Fighting this from within,
Like epinephrine
Feeling you in my skin
Doing that thing again