I've been running from something a while now
It plays in my head on reels of film
I roll down the window
Just to feel the wind blow
Just to taste the sweetness
Of some faint existence outside you
I've been running from something a while now
Feel it dripping down the back of my neck
But it might have to kill me or just fill me up
When all those pretty pictures don't hit hard enough
The rain is pouring, I go faster
Tell me I'm your favorite disaster
I know no one can save me
Watch me fall I'm so entertaining
All I want is to cry into your shoulder
All you want is to hold her
She hates you but you still adore her
I loved you, it's not enough
I've been running from something a while now
Automatic catatonic state
Bury me in blankets
Leave me in my room
Every word I speak
Reopens the wound
The rain is pouring, I go faster
Tell me I'm your favorite disaster
I know no one can save me
Watch me fall I'm so entertaining
All I want is to cry into your shoulder
All you want is to hold her
She hates you but you still adore her
I loved you, it's not enough
What you said was so out of line
Missed the warnings, looking for a sign
The rain is pouring but I drive, out of your life, out of your mind