Sophie Rose Anger - Heluva Fantasy Lyrics

You fell into
A spell I knew
That soon I'd have to say
That speech the one I always say
But first I'd wait
Internally rehearse
Till it's too late
But then you said to tell you
Everything I think inside my head
I said

My microcosmic family hypernostolgic memory
His hypermasculinity and litany of lies
I scratch my skull I click my keys
I chew my cheeks I hug my knees
I feel my stomach cushioning my thighs
My folded flesh reminds me I'm alive

Blocked arteries to guard my heart
Self sabotaging modern art
I'm told I make some sad sleep sounds
Been dreaming bout those smoke stack clouds

I had a helluva fantasy the queen called me your majesty
The lord said we were meant to die it made a perfect tragedy
And holy rooftop so sacred in our smoke
We prayed to pavement tied to solid oak
Said man I see my parents getting old
My mom keeps getting smaller now my dad's got aching bones
And my brother ran down south he had to get far from this house
I hope the sun will sooth his soul and slow his mouth

Ohhhh Ohhh Ohh Oh

I'll spill the truth
But still avoid including you
Cus i'm a mess
I've tried so hard to make you second guess
But you're too good
You do exactly as you think you should
And me hard to believe
It's meant to be I'll have to silently retreat
I'll leave