Sorrow's Child - Out My Window Lyrics

I look out my window
For something inspiring
While I'm puffing on indo
The sun is retiring
The moon is a capsule
That entraps me I'm hiding
From the darkness I channel
Deep inside I've been dying

Nobody cares when I'm feeling embarrassment
Hate toxic air but it's built up a sediment
Love if you dare but my pains an impediment
I never share how I'm feeling it's evident
I'm a crash out and it's clear that I'm arrogant
Watching the stars while I'm drowning in sentiment
From my endeavors I hope that you get it then
Im always trying I'm trying for betterment

For the people all around me
I've seen evil it's astounding
My adrenal has been pounding
Always anxious always frowning
Where's the steeple it's the right time
Life is vicious stop the lying
I won't leave you but I'm not fine
I'm in crisis then you found me

When the light was so dim
Damnit I hate when I don't have no vim
Dive off the deep end in hopes that I swim
GBOWL your the realest that shits make pretend
Lie to myself like I've always been him
Young piece of shit and I don't give a damn
Shit that ain't true I don't know who I am
Striving for greatness that's part of my plan

I look out my window
For something inspiring
While I'm puffing on indo
The sun is retiring
The moon is a capsule
That entraps me I'm hiding
From the darkness I channel
Deep inside I've been dying

Young dumb broke I don heard that shit
Leave me alone while I'm home dope sick
I don't own you non let me smoke this cig
F*ck how your feeling I won't politic

Life is so weird revere the ones who've fallen
I disappear when fear is back and knocking
Once every year my dear I feel forgotten
That's how I feel it's real my heart is rotting
Don't let me go I know the pain I'm causing
God here my prayers I pray when no one's watching

Take me away save me
I don't know what to say crazy
How I'm here still alive maybe
That God had a plan lately
I feel like a mess daily
I've been doing my best hate me
Just lay it to rest love me
I'll reciprocate back on me

I look out my window
For something inspiring
While I'm puffing on indo
The sun is retiring
The moon is a capsule
That entraps me I'm hiding
From the darkness I channel
Deep inside I've been dying