SorryPark - Scare Myself Lyrics

From mortgage payments to household bills
To remembering birthdays and learning life skills
Paying taxes while your boss relaxes
On a yacht you cannot pay for
But instead you're doing paperwork super bored
Living a lifestyle you can't afford
When you look in the mirror and feel that doubt
It's 'cos the debt is building up and there's no way out
Stresses of a modern life are so much to bare
So for now I'm gonna
Laugh so hard 'til the tears fill up my eyes
Drive too fast 'til I scare myself to life
Scream so loud 'til my problems just fade away
The summer sun waits 'til I'm with you
As I don't know how to say the feelings coming through
The stars at night they shine so bright for you
You can't break the broken in hell
I'd wait a thousand years honey, maybe more
Past 3024 buried beneath the floor
Where our hearts combine like a river into the shore
I want to make this life easy as can be
I'm told I'm unstable but I'm still so happy
This purgatory really isn't for me
So for now I'm gonna
Laugh so hard 'til the tears fill up my eyes
Drive too fast 'til I scare myself to life
Scream so loud 'til my problems just fade away
The summer sun waits 'til I'm with you
As I don't know how to say the feelings coming through
The stars at night they shine so bright for you
You can't break the broken in hell
You can't break the broken in hell
So for now I'm gonna
Laugh so hard 'til the tears fill up my eyes
Drive too fast 'til I scare myself to life
Scream so loud 'til my problems just fade away
The summer sun waits 'til I'm with you
As I don't know how to say the feelings coming through
The stars at night they shine so bright for you
You can't break the broken in hell